Dear Johnson
If you can't be patient then SEO if not the right profession for you. Stop acting like a loser and revamp your strategy. Success does not comes overnight. It takes years of hard work and planning.
At the end of the day people who rank higher are "Ordinary guys just like you and me - Only Human". If they can do it then why the hell you can't ?
Chin Up And Get Back To Work!
Rishi